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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 14:42:43
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This is for my GSD Sadie who died suddenly in my arms 3 years ago tomorrow..
She was my life, everyone adored her, she was the star of the street...and a blessing in my life..
We had some magical times together, times i will never ever forget, nor will i understand how she was healthy when i went to bed the night of 25th May 2006 and the following morning i woke she could not walk or breath...She was dying at only 9 years old, she should have had many more years with me.
I tried so hard to save her..she died in my arms..I could not save her.
I Only Wanted You
They say memories are golden Well maybe that's true, I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you, A million times I cried- If love alone could have saved you, You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly In death I love you still- In my heart you hold a place, No one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway And heartache make a lane- I'd walk a path to Heaven And bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken And nothing seems the same- But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.
My fave photo of her, i used to call her my little polar bear...cos she loved the snow so much
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"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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lee2308
Royal Python Moderator
United Kingdom
2597 Posts |
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 16:42:42
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quote: Originally posted by lee2308
sorry to hear that
aww dont be sad, i am not the first and wont be the last to lose a family member
Sade would Have come up and give you a soppy big kiss...
she Is here with us now |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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Dazzetski
Yearling
United Kingdom
461 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 22:01:46
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Anne you know I know exactly what you mean, I still feel like Steve was kind of stolen from me, but it's not the length of our babie's lives it's the quality of them that counts. Returning the hugs you so kindly gave me |
0.2.0 Cats (Spud & Phoebe) RIP Stevie fat man 1.1.0 Royals (Syd & Sofia) 2.2.3 Corns (Hogan, Shaggy, Sparkle, Tango, Fred, Haribo & Go Faster) 0.0.1 Columbian Rainbow Boa (Escobar) 1.1.0 Variable King Snakes (Lancelot & Guinaverre) 0.0.20 Fish |
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 22:10:20
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quote: Originally posted by Dazzetski
Anne you know I know exactly what you mean, I still feel like Steve was kind of stolen from me, but it's not the length of our babie's lives it's the quality of them that counts. Returning the hugs you so kindly gave me
Yes i know you do, and thank you...
i was a bit hesitant to post this because i did not want to upset you after you just losing your baby...
i understand the pain you went through..
Something odd happened today, well not odd, but when she was alive we used to go to a quarry and she would sit with me whilst we watched the house martins, they used to come in real low and close to us...
the day she died they came to my house and kept landing on the walls..they had never done this before, but they did the day she left me and i am sure she sent them...i know this makes me sound crazy, but it what i believe and these birds have been here again yesterday and today...
thats how i know she was here.. |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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Dazzetski
Yearling
United Kingdom
461 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 23:08:10
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Don't worry about it, my big fat teddy bear is happy & pain free, it doesn't sound crazy it's a sign that they're looking down on us, i'm not at all religious but i do believe in spirits. Steve's come home now, Sadie has too, although they aren't with us physically they are spiritually. |
0.2.0 Cats (Spud & Phoebe) RIP Stevie fat man 1.1.0 Royals (Syd & Sofia) 2.2.3 Corns (Hogan, Shaggy, Sparkle, Tango, Fred, Haribo & Go Faster) 0.0.1 Columbian Rainbow Boa (Escobar) 1.1.0 Variable King Snakes (Lancelot & Guinaverre) 0.0.20 Fish |
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 23/05/2009 : 23:26:36
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quote: Originally posted by Dazzetski
Don't worry about it, my big fat teddy bear is happy & pain free, it doesn't sound crazy it's a sign that they're looking down on us, i'm not at all religious but i do believe in spirits. Steve's come home now, Sadie has too, although they aren't with us physically they are spiritually.
totally agree.... |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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Dazzetski
Yearling
United Kingdom
461 Posts |
Posted - 24/05/2009 : 01:52:37
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Sadie is part of what has made you, you. Steve will always be my big fat teddy bear, Him & Tazz, my first son, have made me what I am, it may be that for me, that cats & snakes benefit, or for you dogs & snakes benefit, but either way our children will always be with us. It's tough on the anniversaries but some years are tough, some years are happy, either way keep strong the last thing that sadie would want is for you to be unhappy. |
0.2.0 Cats (Spud & Phoebe) RIP Stevie fat man 1.1.0 Royals (Syd & Sofia) 2.2.3 Corns (Hogan, Shaggy, Sparkle, Tango, Fred, Haribo & Go Faster) 0.0.1 Columbian Rainbow Boa (Escobar) 1.1.0 Variable King Snakes (Lancelot & Guinaverre) 0.0.20 Fish |
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Glenn
Yearling
United Kingdom
150 Posts |
Posted - 24/05/2009 : 17:24:51
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quote: Originally posted by wolfspirit
This is for my GSD Sadie who died suddenly in my arms 3 years ago tomorrow..
She was my life, everyone adored her, she was the star of the street...and a blessing in my life..
We had some magical times together, times i will never ever forget, nor will i understand how she was healthy when i went to bed the night of 25th May 2006 and the following morning i woke she could not walk or breath...She was dying at only 9 years old, she should have had many more years with me.
I tried so hard to save her..she died in my arms..I could not save her.
I Only Wanted You
They say memories are golden Well maybe that's true, I never wanted memories, I only wanted you.
A million times I needed you, A million times I cried- If love alone could have saved you, You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly In death I love you still- In my heart you hold a place, No one could ever fill.
If tears could build a stairway And heartache make a lane- I'd walk a path to Heaven And bring you back again.
Our family chain is broken And nothing seems the same- But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.
My fave photo of her, i used to call her my little polar bear...cos she loved the snow so much
it was so sad |
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Gingerpony
Royal Python Moderator
United Kingdom
2663 Posts |
Posted - 24/05/2009 : 20:06:52
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*hugs* to Anne and Glenn, and everyone else who has tears in their eyes reading this, like i do. |
Dumerils boas, BCO hybrids, Sinder Hypo boas, cornsnakes, ratsnakes, Day Geckos
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 24/05/2009 : 23:23:12
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quote: Originally posted by Gingerpony
*hugs* to Anne and Glenn, and everyone else who has tears in their eyes reading this, like i do.
i'm sorry, did not mean to upset you...
you would have loved her... |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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tyrannosauruscasey
Hatchling
United Kingdom
73 Posts |
Posted - 25/05/2009 : 20:12:07
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i miss sadie too |
one shall stand one shall fall 10 days to go revenge is nearly here come on time hurry up yey ten days
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spor
Fully Grown Royal
United Kingdom
1226 Posts |
Posted - 25/05/2009 : 22:51:46
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big hug from me also...
although most of us have never met, that we all are on this forum almost every day creates a bond of friendship in a way. and sorrow should be shared among friends. |
0.4.0 Royal Python 1.0.0 Pastel Royal 0.1.0 Spider Royal 1.1.0 Carolina Corn Snake 1.0.0 Normal Stripe Corn 1.0.0 Yellow Bellied Turtle
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 25/05/2009 : 23:34:21
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quote: Originally posted by spor
big hug from me also...
although most of us have never met, that we all are on this forum almost every day creates a bond of friendship in a way. and sorrow should be shared among friends.
this is a great forum, and there are some special people in here...
it is also nice that you can ask about a problem with your snake without getting jumped on or made to feel stupid..
i could if allowed talk about my snakes all day long, but nobody around me likes snakes apart from Glenn...so i just talk to Peanut instead...and tell him everyday how he is my special boy...
I love my other royals to, but he is special..and you should see his colour out in the sunlight..he is amazingly beautiful...and i feel almost the same about him as i did my dog Sadie... |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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spor
Fully Grown Royal
United Kingdom
1226 Posts |
Posted - 27/05/2009 : 00:14:49
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well you and peanut went through a lot. |
0.4.0 Royal Python 1.0.0 Pastel Royal 0.1.0 Spider Royal 1.1.0 Carolina Corn Snake 1.0.0 Normal Stripe Corn 1.0.0 Yellow Bellied Turtle
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wolfspirit
Old Royal - I Post too much!
United Kingdom
5741 Posts |
Posted - 27/05/2009 : 00:21:11
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quote: Originally posted by spor
well you and peanut went through a lot.
yeah we did, that might be why the bond is strong from me...
he is my baby... |
"No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending." -- Source Unknown
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